Even after all these months, and other people, you’re still the only one I think about. You’re in my inappropriate thoughts, my hopelessly romantic thoughts, my I love you thoughts. I can’t get the thought of you out of my head, not forever. I miss you, and I always will. I keep hoping you’ll feel it’s okay for us to talk but I continue to fear things will never uncomplicate and I’ll be left in the dust. But, I’ll forever keep hoping. Because my feelings for you are long lasting.
|Hair:||What hair color looks best on you and what's your natural color?|
|Skin:||Do you tan easily?|
|Eyes:||What is your favorite show to watch?|
|Nose:||What is your favorite perfume/candle fragrance?|
|Mouth:||Do you want to kiss anyone right now?|
|Tongue:||What was in your last meal?|
|Windpipe:||Do you sing?|
|Neck:||Do you wear necklaces?|
|Ears:||How many piercings do you have (if any)?|
|Cheeks:||Do you blush easily?|
|Wrists:||Have you ever broken a bone?|
|Hands:||Are you an artist/writer?|
|Fingers:||Do you play an instrument?|
|Heart:||Are you in love? If so, does the one you love know?|
|Lungs:||Do you smoke cigarettes?|
|Chest:||Are your maternal/parental instincts strong?|
|Stomach:||Do you feel confident in your body image?|
|Back:||Are you a virgin?|
|Hips:||Do you like to dance?|
|Thighs:||Has anyone ever called you fat or ugly?|
|Knees:||Have you ever cheated on someone?|
|Ankles:||Have you ever been arrested?|
|Feet:||Do you ever wear heels just for the hell of it?|
|Toes:||Do you like country music?|
- Girls are so fucking sexy.
- You can’t get pregnant even if you forget to take your pill.
- If you want penetrative sex, you can still get it, but with a really awesome purple penis.
- Boobs go ‘badoing’ and can amuse me for hours.
- When they bite their lip…
- You can both ‘wear the trouser’s’ and not make a guy feel emasculated.
- A girl’s skin is always so soft.
- Again, boobs.
- And also, vaginas.
- And just generally, girls are yummy.
And these are all valid points. Whoa, I feel good about being a girl.
About a month ago you asked if you could have a “circle mohawk” again. I told you to think about it because you’ve been growing your hair out for so long and I didn’t want you to regret it. On Sunday night I told you I had a hair appointment with Allison the next day. You asked if you could get your hair cut like that again, but you were laying down for bed and not supposed to be talking so I ignored you. The next day you asked twice, so I finally said I didn’t care and that you look beautiful whatever you decide. The last time your hair was like this you weren’t in school yet, I was so nervous about kids being cruel. I walked you to school on Tuesday morning and stayed awhile to make sure everything was going to go smoothly, which it did. When I picked you up you said, “Olivia liked my hair. She said she didn’t want her hair like this, but she liked mine like this. And we’re still friends. That’ just like how I don’t want to have purple hair like Allison, but I love Allison’s purple hair. You don’t have to have all the same stuff as your friends.” Wise beyond your years, baby child. I’m so proud of you and how you have the courage to be exactly who you want to be, despite any other outside influences. While we’re on the topic of gender, when I was at parent teacher conferences a few months ago a mom of this little boy approached me. She told me how he wanted to paint his nails and go to school. She let him. When he came home he said, “Scarlet loved my nails, Mom!” I’ve never been so proud.
THESE ALWAYS MAKE ME CRY